Last night I was sitting with a group of friends from church talking after our Wednesday night youth worship service. We were discussing a question someone brought up—it was an interesting discussion and there were several of us involved. At one point one of my friends said in a passionate way something like this—"I am tired of only being obedient halfway, I want to be obedient all of the way to what Jesus wants me to do." (Those were not her exact words because my memory is not that good, but something like that is what I remember hearing.)
Since then I have thought about that several times and I wanted to share some thoughts about it.
"When did I lose my passion?" I used to be that passionate about Jesus and being obedient to him. When did my passion begin to fade? I could try to justify and say that maybe I have been a Christian longer and it's only natural that with time passion gives way to maturity and quiet confidence in what I believe about God. Yea, I could say that… but, I know in my heart that is not true. My passionate friend is very mature in her faith and relationship with God and she is very confident in what she believes. In fact, shouldn't a Christian become more passionate the longer they know and love God? Wouldn't a greater passion for Jesus be a sign of greater maturity in Jesus?
I could say that her personality is different than mine and that is why she seems so passionate. It's true, we are different people with different personalities but I used to be that passionate.
No, the truth is not to be found in comparing our personalities or how long we've been Christians. The truth of my fading passion is found in me.
As I prayerfully considered this question, "When did I lose my passion," I concluded a few things:
- I have allowed circumstances and situations in my life to discourage me over the last few years.
- I have lost sight of my sense of vision, purpose, and God's call in my life.
- I have settled into complacency rather than striving with all my heart to love and serve my Lord, Jesus.
- I have started to believe that some recent health issues have made me useless in God's kingdom.
What a liar Satan is. It's true, Satan is a liar—a good one. But, I also have to take credit for being a believer in his lies. Now that my eyes are open to these lies I choose to believe the promises of God rather than the circumstances around me and the lies of Satan.
I praise the Lord for a passionate friend who reminded me of the passion I used to have and the passion I desire again.
"Surely you have granted [me] eternal blessings and made [me] glad with the joy of your presence." Psalm 21:6
Blessings.
Tim
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